I am Tired

I’m tired.

Of fighting,

Of hating

Of moving,

Of shopping

Of working…

I am tired.

I’m tired

Of War

Ignorance

Bigotry

Gender & otherwise

Of Intolerance.

I am oh so tired.

I am weary…

& when my heart

beats

it hurts.

Statistically

I’m

supposed

To burst…

I am tired & weary

Of this journey

Through a wilderness

With no compass

No sight

No map

I am tired

& they say

I’ll have a long

Time to sleep

After,

After…

I am tired…

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